Friday, 30 October 2009

所謂粗野主義






毫無建築概念學生所學到的

This morning I had to attend a student-led seminar for my social geography course, with discussions based on architectual designs in Downtown LA. Anyway, based on our conclusion, we were quite mean to the city's architecture.... or perhaps ideology....

But I got really hooked on what this person brought up as we were discussion southern California's brutalist architectures. When I heard this term, with little background in architecture, I literally LOLed in front of the whole group. Brutalist architectures? I was like "what? so do the walls and poles and bricks abuse people? or ceilings designed to crash on you at some point?" And I was thinking, "oh wow I know American people can be quite repressive sometimes with crackdowns and things, but I never knew they'd go as far as carrying this aggressiveness into their buildings". (I am utilising ANNA AN's way of mind and logic, not the best thing to do when you're talking about serious stuff)

Just as I was about to make a fool of myself and speak my mind, phew, the person defined the term. I forgot the exact words, but it falls somewhere along the lines of what wikipedia says: a style of architecture which flourished from the 1950s to the mid 1970s, spawned from modernist architectual movement. Heavily related to academic's favourite victim of criticism, Le Corbusier's "raw concrete" to describe the poured board-marked concrete with which he constructed many of his post WWII buildings. And they're also very squary, with repetitive angular geometries.

Ah~ I get it I get it. I still think the term is really mean, it's not THAT bad, Brutalist architecture lol.. and once again we blame it on poor Le Corbusier.
And right away, she told us how this is related to SFU's high suicide rates.


I visited the school a couple times on Burnaby Mountain. The time that I really took a thorough tour was in early September, so I actually found the campus to be quite pleasant especially with the grass fields, ponds, and it's factory-like interiors with some of the newer buildings, I thought that was kind of cool and green. But the problem is with the original huge building that was established when the school was opened in the 1960s (peak of Le Corbusier trend?) When I saw my friends' SFU student cards with the building as its background, and at once I thought the school looked a bit like....... a jailhouse. Now I heard this from my professor but I'm not sure if it's true, apparently, the designer, Authur Erickson, also designed quite a lot of jail houses around the globe. (and he also built UBC's Museum of Anthropology and Koerner Library)

So in fact, they say Ericson's preference of jail-like buildings doesn't look very pleasant to everyone, thus causing high suicide rates. There ends the discussion cos we ran out of time. But I kept on thinking about how brutalist building of SFU relates to suicide rates. I guessed out of nowhere, "So students are grossed out by the buildings that they're taking their own lives?" Well I didn't dare to say this outloud, I just cannot imagine how such micro environments can influence one's psychological well being... but I guess I was close to the point. Google gave me this:


Simon Fraser University is with no doubt one of the leading academic school in Canada. There have been many educational and athletic accomplishments achievedby this great university. Therefore, attaining the leading role of educationrequires the university to impose strict standards and demand high levels ofexpectations from its students. But how does this impact the students who areperhaps new to this life? And how does the campus life contribute to the wellbeing of these stressed students? Simon Fraser University Burnaby campus isfamous for its suicide rates. What exactly causes these high suicide rates? Thedark and depressing halls that resemble hospital corridors and the greyconcrete walls which become dark and moldy looking when wet imitate prisonwalls is what many students claim to be the leading cause. The fog that sweeps through the campus diminishingthe little green visible on the campus life adds a dreary feeling and somehowmanages to tire students out even more. Dr. Connie Coniglio of the SFU HealthCounseling and Career Centre stated in March 22, 1999 peak article, ‘“theamount of rain and lack of sunlight makes it feel pretty gloomy up here…theweeks without sun can have a psychological impact on people"’(Marley,1999). Dr. Coniglio also includes that the 18 to 24 age groups can be at aparticularly high risk for suicide, due to identity and relationship issues,academic challenges, and development issues. Addressing these issues regardingcampus life, the university can have a positive impact on psychological andbehavioral effects on students. Perhapschanging the campus design and adding additional programs to reduce thepressure and stresses a student faces on a daily basis at SFU campus will notonly reduce suicide rates but also help to achieve a more positive environment.
UBC Museum of Anthropology

Koerner Library - UBC

Wednesday, 21 October 2009

ahpudeito

今天終於寫了最叫人恐懼的geob102期中考.. 說是期中考根本就是總成績的40%, 搞什麼啊! 比我全部其他科目的期末考要多至少10%. 而且我懷疑我真的把選擇題部分F&F掉了,.. 我真的很討厭MC, 每次考試都是敗給選擇題.. 要是全部都是作文題目就好多了...... ^^....
其實今天有個重大的發現, 考試千萬要選對坐在旁邊的人, 因為這樣作弊方便多了. (最後那一句是鬧著玩的...)

像說今天坐在我左邊的一位同學, 不知道早上是灌了幾瓶Red Bull, 精神會不會太好了. 手不停的寫來寫去, 而且動作超大的, 她手不停跑來撞我的手, 害我不能寫好字 (我是左撇子), 還有還有, 她用的那種Made in Korea/Japan/Taiwan的自動鉛筆上面還接著幾個超大的鈴鐺

結果一邊寫考卷就一直聽到旁邊的噹噹噹 霹靂啪啦 叮叮叮

哦 老天, 這是考試最可怕的噪音, 真的很想直接把她的筆搶來折成兩斷..... 她以為她是貓嗎 = =
下次最好別坐在我旁邊!
重點是... 啊吼吼吼... 我不想fail掉啦........

儘管如此, 今天還是有讓人開心的事情, dear Rachel 雖然遲了一個月 (剛好一個月), 但還是把我的生日禮物給帶來了~ 真的很感謝她和Benjamin, 他們送我了.......











姜姜! (妙玫)













我好感動哪!!! 這是柴崎幸第二張專輯 "一個人遊戲" 的宣傳海報, 剛好是我沒有的~


讓我更感動的是, Benjamin還每天跑去Yaohan裡面二樓的日本糖果店去跟老闆要Pocky的海報, 就是那個有仲間由紀恵・柴咲コウ・松浦亜弥・石原さとみ的那版 (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iTN03fM1Dzc) 可惜老闆就是不肯放手 XD 老實說我已經去要過了, 他真的是不肯賣XD 我能了解他的心情啦, 要是我 我也絕對不賣的, 那張海報已經絕種了吧.

不只是Pocky海報, 她們還去Aberdeen的日本化妝品店要過Coffret D'or的海報, 我沒記錯的話應該是這版的: 中谷美紀, 北川景子, 柴崎幸


結果那家老闆也不肯給他們 XD 但你們努力的心意我已經收到了! Gracias very much!

Monday, 12 October 2009

讓人氣氛的到底是誰

昨天我和我哥從Richmond搭著捷運回來Downtown.
幾個華裔小女生, 看來和我們上了同一個車廂. 當時坐位已經不多了, 其中一個坐在一個滿臉通紅的白人醉漢旁邊. 我和我哥站在門旁. 那傢伙已經醉到開始自言自語, 敲打車窗, 於是坐在他旁邊的女生, 看到有空出來的坐位, 自然就移到那去了. 這個醉漢就不太高興, 站起來, 走向那個女生說:
"That's rude, @#$%^, you fucken Chink"
類似這樣的話大概重複了好幾次. 一開始我還不確定 "Chink" 到底是什麼意思, 大概知道是以前罵中國人的髒話, 於是我問了我哥那到底是什麼意思. 我哥居然會我 "噢 他說的是Chink? 我以為他在說change" (= =).
果然, Chink是罵人用的. 我還在想都這個時代了, 還有人在用這個快被遺忘的字眼, 平常只會在幾十年前的小說裡面才會看到這個字吧. 以為平常意識清醒的人應該也不敢用吧, 特別是在這裡華人這麼多的地方, 用了不馬上被揍才怪. 可惜我發現我這個想法錯了.....

那醉漢纏著那個女的不肯走開, 那個女的也不敢做什麼, 只能低者頭凝視著地上, 聽著那醉漢用骯髒的字眼侵犯她, 她旁邊坐滿了華人, 男女都有, 大家卻無動於衷.
我和我哥越看越怒, 我哥就走到他旁邊請他收斂點. 那傢伙看上去是有點怕了, 但嘴裡還是不停碎碎念著類似:
"fuken chinks.. taking over this country... you'll see... those fucken chinks"
這下站在我們旁邊的一對德國夫婦也開始受不了了, 丈夫也跟著我哥開始叫他停止, 接著站在我身後的白人也上前找他理論
每一站停一下的時候我就和我哥頭就探出去找security, 結果半個都沒有 = =
可是慢慢的溝通之後, 這個醉漢也差不多酒醒了, 安分多了, 最後還跟我們聊起來, 雖然我們不是太想理這個失禮的傢伙
看下來他因該不會在做什麼, 我們也打消報警的念頭了

Anyway..重點是, 在華人這麼多的Richmond都完全沒有華人去阻止這傢伙..
就算是女生不上前去我還能接受, 可是旁邊也到處都是華裔男生, 為何沒有人肯為自己的種族站出來呢? 反倒是從德國來旅行的夫婦上前指責, 反倒是一個中年的白人男子按了silent alarm...
Okay, put aside the racial issue, 為何只有區區幾個人願意為被騷擾的女生打抱不平? 好玩的是, 那三位, 不包括醉漢大概是那車廂唯一的白人...

雖然那位醉漢的態度和無禮讓人很憤怒, 都21世紀了還在用這麼落伍的Chink.
可是我覺得昨晚坐在那車廂的華人的無視更讓我感到不爽!!!

Saturday, 10 October 2009

it's all about waiting eh pal?

I have a tendency to speak in sucha way man cos I just finished watching that damn movie whatever its title is.. what? MONSTER. Anyway, Charlize Thoren's way of talking in there is very influential hahaha.

I'm actually really exhausted right now; had school and work today. I really want to fall onto my bed flick around the movie channels and read my novel and go to sleep. But I CAN'T! I haven't brush my teeth yet, and you ain't goin sleepin until you got your little jaw mopped up young lady! This is what I plan to tell my daughter in the future. Anyway, the point is, my brother's taking quite a loooong time in there. And he's suppose to be a man, man are suppose to do everything faster than women isn't this the norm? Apparently he's still showering.

Oh, OH OOHH I just realized that I forgot to turn on the heat, no wonder my room feels like Geography building's classrooms, they're more like dungeons (did I spell this right?). I mean, I know that they want to be green and save some energy, but REALLY! I'm freezing to death whenever I'm in there, I paid for my tuition and all those random fees, and they should take that into account and just turn on the HEAT! I think I saw myself blowing smoke out today.

Ah my brother's finally out, lovely. I'll go do some teeth job now (oh.. this doesn't sound right). g'night!

Friday, 9 October 2009

好久沒有這種感覺了

最近時間比較多了, 所以每天吃完晚餐後, 就會帶一小杯紅酒, 到我的琴窩裡, 花一個小時來練鋼琴, 而且維持了好幾個星期, 真是奇蹟呀!

可能是真的練習時間變多了, 所以琴藝慢慢的有在進步, 我發現精神比較集中了, 背曲也快多了, 真的覺得自己越來越有ARCT學生的樣子啦! 啊~~~哈!哈!哈!

其實鋼琴彈了十幾年, 我最喜歡的曲子還是Debussy的Arabasque No.1, 我從2007年的夏天開始練, 每次覺得聽自己彈這首的時候覺得特別安心, 而且我最喜歡她的C段, 每次聽都覺得很感動.
其實, 早在一個月前, 我就發現彈德布希的阿拉貝斯克No.1開始出現障礙, 可是當時只不過幾個禮拜沒有練習那首, 何況我那首已經練了兩年了, 居然在這麼短的時間之內就無法彈第二段讓我很錯愕, 不管怎麼重複都一樣, 手指好像打節了一樣, 覺得音樂怎麼可以這樣對待我, 我那麼的喜歡Debussy那首, 就算是彈給自己聽, 每次彈的時候都很用力很用心的去詮釋, 這樣突然彈不出來好比突然把我重要的一部分收走了, 我很不高興. 於是乾脆不練了! 不練了!

可是就在前幾天, 我練完貝多芬的時候, 看到Debussy的譜放在櫃子上.. "該不該彈?" "該?" "不該?"
還是克制不了, 反正跳過A2段就好了. 於是從頭開始彈, 沒想到... A2段居然被我彈過去了, 原本打算跳過的, 可是手指不由自主的滑過去了... 而且這次彈的比以往的要好許多, 音質也很豐富!! 以為只是巧合, 我不相信又彈了一次, 這次也很棒, 再一次, 這次也沒有失敗. 我當時好痛快呀, 好像找回失去的寶貝一樣. 於是, 我這幾天又開始練這首了, 太棒了, 好久好久沒有這種感覺了!!!

Saturday, 3 October 2009

誰說北歐文學很枯燥

話說最近拿了一堂北歐文學課來充當arts degree的文學學分. 一般人選文學當然不是選西歐文學要不然就是美國文學, 但我選了比較冷門的北歐文學是因為我超愛這個教授. 去年我衝著卡夫卡, 拿了他的中東歐文學, 沒想到, 題材讀起來不會太枯燥, 分數也不會太難拿, 重點是, 教授實在是個有趣的傢伙! 我記得第一天去上他的課的時候下課後問了他幾個問題, 之後他就開始跟我聊起來 (還害我法文課遲到), 他問我 我之前拿過什麼文學課, 我回他我只拿過最基本的英文系的文學課, 他問我教授是誰, 我說 "Professor Grace". 他馬上變得很興奮然後開始跟我敘述他和我英文教授的冰島歷險記 = =

"yeahyeah?! Professor Grace! We went to Iceland together last year! And WOW! She was on FIRE! We rented a car and we drove all around the country! ....... and on and on and on"


今年, 他給我們安排的教室 (還是學校自己分配的) 就很酷.... 是在BuTo (教授辦公大樓) 裡面的一個會議室上課, 因為班上同學不到10個人. 幾個人就會圍著個大長桌上課, 感覺很親切. 大概是歐洲人的關係, 是個很親切也很隨合的老頭子, 大概就是你理想中的 favourite granpa! 白鬍子, 白頭髮, 圓滾滾的體型, 有時候很迷糊甚至笨手笨腳的, 就是上課會遲到個10分鐘, 然後趕來的時候會因為跑太快來不及煞車而撞到門, 進來的時候會和同學瞎扯一下.. 比如說..

幾個同學在討論誰的期中考先開始... 突然聽到 "啪! 喢! 咚!" 教授趕來上課的時候不小心撞到門了...
聽到學生們在討論大家的期中考試時, 不有自主的加入我們的話題.... "哎呀! 已經開始要期中考啦?! 咦? 我們班的期中考什麼時候啊?!" (教授 = = 這不是你自己訂的日期嗎?)

讓我覺得蠻不可思議的是, 他上課根本就是重頭到尾都在講話, 完全不會停下來, 沉醉在自己的文學世界裡 更有趣的是, 這位教授說話蠻像個大老粗, 時常會飆出幾句髒話, 比如說, 某天在討論某個冰島傳奇故事時....

"So as you can see, the main character is basically a son of a bitch who has a lot of shit going around in his life ........"

這然我有時候在lecture寫note的時候相當困擾......