just not enough

you stepped out, bent your head backwards
the familiarity won't leave, nor will the drops of devastation
the hardest task is to hold it in and say you're fine
are you fine? the cat asks, I really doubt
"you deserve this," is all you can come up with
"you have no right to beg for sympathy," the cat adds
"you're just not fit," I say
are you thinking it's just not enough? do you want more?
i'll bring you out everyday to save your sanity
but in the meantime,

you remain