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分類：oblivion
2008/01/03 09:58

Does this look like a long path? It actually took me less than ten steps to get to the opening. I hope this same concept would apply to the mysterious cage where I'm locked.
I've been staring at your photos again today. Was it twice today? For how long? How many times tomorrow? How long will it take? Was it out of guilt? Or was it out of fondness?
I can not wait. This time, I will look at you from the far, care for you in secret.Though I will be careful not to disturb you, nor will I become a burden.
You look better off without me, you're full of ambition, full of vitality.The feeling is suppose to be pleasant yet it's haunting me everyday, killing me every night.Will you forgive what I had to do that day? Will you forgive what I had to say that night?
Could you look at me the way you had?I'm so useless, so pathetic.I'm selfish, I'm lying.
I survived today but will I live through tomorrow?Sometimes I wonder what would happen if I never said "yes". Perhaps we would gone to a different direction
Whatsoever, it is too late to correct history.Please let it go into oblivion if this is my last wish.Let me say goodbye with strength, let me lower the curtain with confidence..
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I help people, but who will help me?